today i cried very softly
in class
nobody knew and it felt good
so many things are uncertain now
so much so that i really want to just throw my Dad's reluctance aside
and move on with the decisions and dreams that i want to come true, to take place
Cheryl told me
when God closes a door,
He opens up another
i trust You
i'll close my eyes and trust it, just trust it
sigh.
why is it you you you.
but then again
i have no regrets
wish i walked the whole earth with you
new song coming up on those words i thought of in the shower
the shower is a happy place
fuck i can't stop crying
i just can't stop
28.7.09