Mozzarella boccinini, you're my best friend
Cherry tomatoes and butternut pumpkin tooOOOO
I'm gonna go get you (go get you) again
Cause you're the best comfort food when I'm down and blue.

There comes a point in time when we lose even if we did exceptionally well.
Even if we pumped in hell alot of effort into it.
It wasn't that we weren't good enough.
I think God let us lose because He knew how much we could take,
How we could let our pride down for this loss.
Debate has been one of the most awesome things that has happened to me this year, along with many others.
I didn't cry about the loss, no, but I came home feeling really down.
After a whole night of rest, I feel better and I guess.. not so chaotic.
So here I am blogging on my bed. My bed sheets are a classic brown. Me likey :)

What really mattered was how Deb and I were sitting in her mom's car singing worship songs and being in surrender to Him.
I knew He was there and when every single one of us were speaking, God was there.
I don't care how many thumb-ups Amanda gave me throughout it because God gave me thump-ups all the way.
I thank God for Deborah, really.
She's so beautiful from the inside out and I don't care if others don't see her the way I do- I think she's awesome.
The things she likes (like jazz and blues and retro/Alice in Wonderland related kinda stuff), the way she speaks, the way she knows and everything that goes through her mind is.. well.. Original!
Deb's a true thinker, I must say. A true one.
And I like thinkers :) They make me see things in a different light. And Deb always lets me see the positive side of things and she reminded me last night that we have nothing to lose.
It was there and then that it struck me and I was reminded that "in the chaos, in confusion, I know You're sovereign still."
Hell, it's not easy for me to take another loss but I know He has his reasons.
Maybe it was a whole training and experience for me.
Just like Amanda said- the things we learnt, learning how to be a public speaker and all that :)

OH AND I'M GONNA JOIN PERFORMING ARTS WITH DEB AT JULIA GABRIEL AFTER DRAMA SYF ENDS.
It's gonna be so cool.
I miss Forum so much as well as Bookaburra.
So shopping for costumes with Yan and Habibah later.
I need to go brush me teeth now.
But first, let me say,
SOMEBODY TAKE ME OUT FOR DINNER AT HOLLAND V OR FOR A MOVIE.
AND START MY ENGINES BY TALKING AND LAUGHING AND GOING ALL DRAMA ABOUT MY WEEK.
JUST TAKE ME OUT OF THIS ..
AHH I DON'T KNOW WHAT THIS IS EITHER.
Madness, I suppose.

( ♥ )

Mozzarella boccinini, you're my best friend
Cherry tomatoes and butternut pumpkin tooOOOO
I'm gonna go get you (go get you) again
Cause you're the best comfort food when I'm down and blue.

There comes a point in time when we lose even if we did exceptionally well.
Even if we pumped in hell alot of effort into it.
It wasn't that we weren't good enough.
I think God let us lose because He knew how much we could take,
How we could let our pride down for this loss.
Debate has been one of the most awesome things that has happened to me this year, along with many others.
I didn't cry about the loss, no, but I came home feeling really down.
After a whole night of rest, I feel better and I guess.. not so chaotic.
So here I am blogging on my bed. My bed sheets are a classic brown. Me likey :)

What really mattered was how Deb and I were sitting in her mom's car singing worship songs and being in surrender to Him.
I knew He was there and when every single one of us were speaking, God was there.
I don't care how many thumb-ups Amanda gave me throughout it because God gave me thump-ups all the way.
I thank God for Deborah, really.
She's so beautiful from the inside out and I don't care if others don't see her the way I do- I think she's awesome.
The things she likes (like jazz and blues and retro/Alice in Wonderland related kinda stuff), the way she speaks, the way she knows and everything that goes through her mind is.. well.. Original!
Deb's a true thinker, I must say. A true one.
And I like thinkers :) They make me see things in a different light. And Deb always lets me see the positive side of things and she reminded me last night that we have nothing to lose.
It was there and then that it struck me and I was reminded that "in the chaos, in confusion, I know You're sovereign still."
Hell, it's not easy for me to take another loss but I know He has his reasons.
Maybe it was a whole training and experience for me.
Just like Amanda said- the things we learnt, learning how to be a public speaker and all that :)

OH AND I'M GONNA JOIN PERFORMING ARTS WITH DEB AT JULIA GABRIEL AFTER DRAMA SYF ENDS.
It's gonna be so cool.
I miss Forum so much as well as Bookaburra.
So shopping for costumes with Yan and Habibah later.
I need to go brush me teeth now.
But first, let me say,
SOMEBODY TAKE ME OUT FOR DINNER AT HOLLAND V OR FOR A MOVIE.
AND START MY ENGINES BY TALKING AND LAUGHING AND GOING ALL DRAMA ABOUT MY WEEK.
JUST TAKE ME OUT OF THIS ..
AHH I DON'T KNOW WHAT THIS IS EITHER.
Madness, I suppose.

( ♥ )