And it’s hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can’t see
What kind of man that you are
If you’re a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own
(I’m screaming, “I love you so”)
On my own
(My thoughts you can’t decode)
Decode, Paramore
It makes a perfect OST for Twilight that's coming out real soon.
Their lyrics are genius and it lets everyone experience a taste of how heart wrenching it must be for a teenager to fall in love with a vampire.
"Feel-good-books" (which after reading might improve one's blood circulation) Mrs Dass calls them, but me likey.
The music video is a teeny bit odd.
It features Paramore and the main cast of Twilight in a forest.
God I was alone in a so-called forest in Melbourne in June.
I went there b'cos the words 'Touching Stones" on the map sounded magical to me.
So there were trees on the side- not where I can bang my head onto while walking forward with a blindfold on.
It was Autumn then, so loads of red and yellow leaves on damp ground and still, freezing air.
I felt scared even if it was in bright daylight!
It was so SUDDEN- this friggin' loneliness started caving in on me like a stampede of a hundred charging bulls and I started turning my head around, looking in every direction possible to make sure nothing was trying to harm me.
I felt like an insomaniac.
Yeah then later I sang a worship song (b'cos no one was there) and finally ran up the very damp hill to where the rose garden was.
Ah. Twilight. *winks
So yesterday my Clarks shoes broke at church.
Charmaine helped me scotch-tape them back but to no attempt ): HAHA Thanks Char!
It was quite annoying, actually. I threw them away and Belle brought me clickety-clack sandals!
After 10.30 worship (in which Char, Belle, Lawrence ushered), Belle gave Char a goodbye hug and acted like a total dork to me before she went off for Sunday School.
*Looks at me like a bitch from the corner of her squinty eyes*
"Bye Ling."
*Returns look*
"Bye Belle."
AHHHAHAHAHAHA stupid dramatic hello and byebye glances!
So we hung around at the Drama Theatre after class (with no one to restrict us) and did random stuff.
Like watching them play frisbee onstage, successfully hammering Lawrence's head with a frisbee from quite a far distance, lying down while Cara and Charmaine took me for a pillow (my stomach was quite warm after that), watching Cara do her new "Sphinx" which made me laugh like a nut and YEUCK!!! at the same time, finally learning that Joseph Goh and Lawrence have consecutively observed the dramatic ways of my (wrong) frisbee throwing and, well, just lying onstage with no one to judge me :)
Aye one long paragraph eh.
Yeaaah then everyone decided to crash my house for a movie marathon.
So we went to Serene Centre for lunch first then got videos from Video Ezy.
The receipt showed these two words: *** Ju-On *** Juno (I KNOW IT'S KEWL)
Ju-On made me scream in between the Goreng Pisangs Mom bought for us.
Juno was quite boring at first, then later it got emotional.
My brother told me that after Juno was released, the number of teenage pregnancy cases in the USA rose.
Oh the stupidity.
I played Anyone Else But You on the guitar for somebody.
And I started crying :P
Ahahah oh well. I'm probably going to meet up with Belle.
We're going to the library (b'cos I need to get books for my holiday homework) and probably ice-skating on Wednesday with Joseph God, Char, Lawrence and the rest.
My brother's off on a plane to Hong Kong with his girlfriend.
Oh she's really nice, better than his ex-girlfriend who was like, a giant.
Life's okay.
It's exactly one week to EUROPEEE :) :)
I love my churchies.
xoxo
