Holy Communion reminded me of Christ.
During the sermon I told Him that I wanted to cry, and He allowed me to when I took the bread and wine- and for a good cause.
I didn't know what I needed, I just felt so humble in His presence, that life is after all, all about Him.
Rid me of self-obsession, God.
Rid us of self-love and how we lift our souls up to one another.
I've never looked at equality in such a way that could impact me until God showed me how He looked at it.
I've always wanted to be Natalie Portman for a day, but I don't think she follows or knows Christs, let alone loves or serves Him.
But the gift of salvation is for all, whether You've been seeking it or not.
Whether you've loved Him all your life or you've only known Him for that very minute at your deathbed.
And in the end, we all get to Heaven to be with Him.
And Heaven is really where I wanna be at right now.
Party People
So we were at a party.
Lights were dim and tears were shed.
Dancing, moving our weight from foot to foot.
Dancing, but not in each others' arms.
Something on your face glistened.
For a moment I thought it was glitter.
"I can't take my eyes off you...
I can't take my eyes off youuu...
I can't take my eyes off you...
I can't take my eyes off..."
I'm almost empty, almost weary.
She feels that wetness in her hair.
And looks up- caresses your face with her thumb.
Wiping away tears you shed.
I gaze at her.
How she loves you so.
"NO!" Your eyes scream.
So we were at a party.
Lights were dim and tears were shed.
She was wiping your face;
Trickling down were the tears you shed for me.
-Loh Li Ling
2.06.2008/ 9.11 AM
I've spent the entire night crying myself to sleep.
I know you must miss me too but nothing seems to make it feel better.
Because we're so faraway from each other.
There's this raw, gaping hole that hurts so much everytime I try to mouth your name.
It's hard to imagine you're here.
2.6.08
