4ever - The Veronicas
8.58 AM.
Read two chapters of Perfect out on the deck.
It's a little hard adapting back to hot, sultry Singapore weather.
We've been getting constant headaches.
Thick hair is also not helping, so I'll have to go to Eliza's for a haircut.
Three days after Australia and I've been talking quite a lot to him.
And I do miss him; when I heard the plane was delayed for 5 hours on Sunday morning, I almost cried.
Anyway, I have this Michelle Branch thing going inside of me.
I need to 'breathe and everything's alright'.
Have you heard, she's having her second baby!
Somehow I just wish to get professional in music, get over with school and start a life.
I really want to lead worship at church again, somehow I feel it keeps me on track with God.
It's steady and it kind of sets the 'conditions' of being a worship leader.
It helps me to do QT and remember that worship isn't just because of the nice songs we sing.
It really is all about Him. At least that's what Ryang said, and yes we do understand that point.
And cell has been helping me a lot.
Rocky (the driver in Australia) was telling me that the indian security guard was reluctant to allow anyone to go into St. Patrick's Cathedral on Sunday.
So he told me that he shouldn't do that, because church is a place of worship, anyone could go in and they'll probably be saved by the Word.
So yeah, we talked about Christianity and stuff, and I told him that it's a relationship with God.
And when I saw that he agreed immensely with me, I felt that cell helped.
It not only edified me and the other churchies, but it also helped me to let others understand God more, to let me actually SHARE WITHOUT FEAR.
Cell helps so much when I share, because that's where we get our questions answered.
I remember Ryang kind of advised us to 'listen when the 'non-believer' is speaking his mind'. so I did just that, and my friend actually THANKED ME for letting him share his views.
And right then, I knew it wasn't me, it was really God who was there with me throughout the entire time.
God also put a passion in both my friends, He ignited a fire which I never thought He could, I had underestimated what God could do. I was blown away. Right off my feet.
Oh, and Hillsong in Sydney is massive.
They have World Youth Day and the Pope is going to be there.
I've also started to realise that God is in everything we do and everywhere.
More and more books are starting to focus on Christ and maybe even question it.
And the Bible says "Whoever seeks shall find it" or somewhere along that context.
Through questions, God does give answers and allows us to know Him more.
Christ has been such an impact in everyone's lives.
And through His grace, Pastor Prince's book about Jesus is a bestseller - I saw it in a bookstore at Terminal One.
God's such a great god, He who made the heavens and the earth.
I have also read that suicide CANNOT bring a person away from God.
For it is written in Romans 8:38-39,
FOR I AM CONVINCED THAT NEITHER DEATH NOR LIFE, NEITHER ANGELS NOR DEMONS, NEITHER THE PRESENT NOR THE FUTURE, NOR ANY POWERS, NEITHER HEIGHT NOR DEPTH, NOR ANYTHING ELSE IN ALL CREATION, WILL BE ABLE TO SEPARATE US FROM THE LOVE OF GOD, THAT IS IN CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD.
Let alone suicide.
Let alone Satan.
I will never lose the wonder of the blood that you shed for me,
There can be no greater love than this through all eternity.
So I'll thank You for the day, when you washed my sins away.
Hosanna in the highest.
