Today my day has no plan, because of this fever.
It's just sleep, sleep, wake up to get an apple and more sleep.
I woke up at 8.25 AM today.
I heaved myself up from bed, went to get clothes upstairs, asked my Mom why my shirt was spoiled and she told me I had worn it inside out.
My Dad laughed.
I went to the toilet and looked into the mirror.
Made the decision of not going to church, listened to Pastor Lian's sermon and slept.
When I'm trusting God for a miracle, I should only believe and know that God hears my cry.
I trust You.
When my temperature was rising last night, You were there with me.
I felt like I was on fire.
But not because of the fever, I was on fire for You.
And I was just so overwhelmed because You have been so good to me.
Lord, I'm not being drama or anything, but even if I die because of this fever, I will still love You.
Even if it damages my brain, I will still love You.
I will wait for You.
I surrender.
Camp has been awfully fun and funny too.
My group consists of: Me, Hao Yi as my AGL, Justin Mao, JQ, J-Low, Brandon, Sheryl and Marissa.
At first I was a bit nervous, but ice breakers seriously broke the ice and we kinda got to know each other more.
The next day I missed the water bomb games but played night games.
It was like, the best fun ever.
Taboo was hilarious. There was this pool of ice water which we had to sit in until we guessed the word.
Eg. Casket
So I was saying: "When people die, they're put in?"
"Coffins!"
"So what's another word for coffin?"
"Uhhh.."
Hao Yi: "BASKET lah!" (Because it rhymes with casket)
"CASKET!"
Gawd, that was OWNAGE.
And there was the word "Hotel".
So Justin Mao was asking the person in the pool "Something 81!"
And we won the station Taboo!
HAHAHAHA. I love my fellow Hebrews.
The next day we had workshops and stuff, and I realised how important it is not to love the world, not to conform but make a stand for Christ in everything we do.
Pastor Malcolm also told us that God gets jealous over us.
That struck me and I had this revelation of Jesus being the lover of our souls.
Lover. Daddy God. Best friend. Saviour. Provider. Teacher.
I took lots of notes down during the theme talks, and I'll be studying them tonight.
Yeah then we went to Cineleisure on the third day of camp with Galatians (Lawrence's group) during the lunch outing. We ate Burger King and played LAN for 20 minutes.
HEROINE and Brandon were always the last ones standing. MUAHAHAHA.
And Julia was pretty good at CS too!
Lawrence was hobbling across the road because of his injured toe. WE LOVE YOU LAWR.
:D
That night we had cell and we watched Facing The Giants.
God touched me through the movie and let me know: Do your best, God will do the rest.
We comforted Abbie when she broke down after the movie and we sat outside the storeroom to pray. We also sang None But Jesus.
We felt God there with us and I couldn't ask for anything more than to just be there with Abbie, Rachel, Charmaine and Cara on the last night of camp.
After that MIrabelle, Charmaine and I played Bluff with our new friends (J-Low, Ben Soh and Jin Jie) on the 5th floor and got caught by Halim. (I know Gavin already)
HAHAHA that moment was classic.
Yeah and I started having fever yesterday.
But the picture taking was my favourite, as we jumped for JESUS! and Bryan Hoo captured that moment in his camera.
Indescribable and unforgettable:)
Right now it's raining.
I prayed for rain this morning.
I feel so much better now.
And I'm so so overwhelmed now.
Dad told me "Ji Peh is Christian now you know."
God answered my prayer.
HE ANSWERED MY PRAYER.
HE ACTUALLY ANSWERED ME OMG PRAISE YOU.
I'M JUST SO FREAKING OVERWHELMED WITH JOY.
GOD HAS TOUCHED MY DYING UNCLE AND HE HAS RECEIVED JESUS CHRIST AS SAVIOUR OF HIS LIFE.
If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise, glory shown
In my life Your will be done
Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
Oh Jesus.. You have been so good to me.
I love You.
16.3.08
