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15.1.08

He knows my name,
He knows my every thought.
He sees each tear that falls,
And He hears me when I call.

So here I am finishing up my newspaper article review and nibbling on pretzels Mom bought from Marks&Spencer after Christmas.
My-book-reading-process:
Clare has had 6 miscarriages and she holds the weird creature in her hand, with lots of blood.
It breathes but dies before Henry can see it.
And guess what!
I cry.
=.=
I felt for her, and she was thinking about her 5 children who were all buried in the yard, with the flowers, because of her miscarriages.
It got kinda scary at that part.
But Clare cherishes every single child that died in her womb.
I wanna be her for a moment, just to feel her hurt.
And I want someone like Henry too, who's really really good in bed and loves me with all his heart.
Ah I love my book.

Today was an okay day at school.
I can improve my paper sculpture now, instead of the hideous ball with neon pink and yellow curlywurlys that I stuck on top of it.
Today was an okay day after school.
I keep eating nowadays, probably because my period's coming.
Had icecream. And somemore which I'll feel embarrassed mentioning.
I was with Shaun for moral support while he had his photo-taking done.
"SMILE SHAUN SMILE!" And I did the face he never fails to laugh at.
Ahah! And Dawn was being retarded too:) "CARL LOVES LLAMAS!"
I'm starting to miss John a little, him and Lawr and Ry being so faraway.
Maybe I didn't miss him/Lawr/Ry before, but I just realised that John's always the one who talks to me at random times, whether it's about Cara or about school.
And he's always there to listen.
Today was a not-so-okay day after 4 o'clock.
Nicole's dad sent me home (that was okay).
Then after my bath I did stuff that made me think to myself:
SO WHAT LAH. I DON'T CARE. I DON'T FEEL CHRISTIANY TODAY.
Then I went to sleep and was woken up by banging at the door.
MOTHER.
My chinese tutor was standing there, not knowing if she should laugh at my blur face or not.

So I thought about .. stuff.
"If you break your commitment to God, keep promising Him, try and try, again and again."
I remember that.
Maybe it'll be better.
And I totally forgot about my article!

Nicole Lai is boobalicious.
11.11 PM:)

*Get Brush Tips from Made With Love.
*Go fix my spectacles after school tomorrow.
*Remember to put Christ in all I do.
*TLL class at 4.30PM.