
there it sits in the fridge, quietly in a cheeky sort of way.
january babies.
happy birthday cara.:]
i'll be with you through your trials, and we'll overcome our obstacles together. just like the whole of last year. i'm here for ya to hold onto!
happy birthday john.:]
if i'm trying to protect lawrence, i'll try to protect you too. whatever, i'll just try! you own because you're the best conversationer on MSN. (i rated my contacts, you're #1)
happy birthday michelle!:]
ahahah i shall win you in PSP games on monday. i miss you in my class. come on, fail math fail maaath. anyway, i'm here if you need me for english ok. nah, i'm here for you anytime. lovelove.
ps: i love smiling at you for no reason!
when i lose myself, i think of you.
dear char,
i don't want you to change church): i disallow you to! what's gonna happen to me. what's gonna happen to meeee?! what if you leave and one day when we go out, we won't talk anymore!? or what if i won't know what to say. nono i'll feel weird if i don't see you standing next to me during worship. i'm here with you, i'll be in this with you - together! don't don't don't change church. it'll seriously hurt a lot. i used to think if you left, i'd be fine anyway, you can leave for good. but i was thinking of it last night. i'll really really miss you AND I DISALLOW YOU TO LEAVE US ALL OR WE SHALL STRIP YOU OFF YOUR TITLE OF BEING GAMES-IN-CHARGE FOR OUR AWESOME UPCOMING CAMP. *(it feels like you're migrating away from me now.)
today.
i had my period this morning.
woke up at 5 AM and couldn't stop wincing because my entire left leg was aching and my womb area was too.
had really bad sleep. no peace at all, really.

today we celebrated michelle's birthday at school.
sang our happy birthday song and didn't care if the other upper secondary kids thought we were weird.
i finally played a PSP. all smiles while playing that game.
saw valerie staring at me. anywaaay!
there's our pretty michelle just about to cut her cake.*tadaa!*
vanida bought the Four Leaves cake and in a flash it was gone.
must have been cheongleong that maggot.
shaun and i shared some sugary thing. yeuck.
so after school i had drama and got into my yellow submarine shirt!
*bubble bubble*
danced onstage for the chinese new year rehearsal, habibah was awesome, because she brightened up everyone's moods.
kind of dumb, but shaun said it was funny. (because there's me)
later i left with deanna, aloy, tescelyn, audrey and hiumun to Queenstown Library.
there was this woman with a kid quarrelling really loudly with a 24 year old guy with a goatee.
"I SAW YOU SLAP MY SON, STOP DENYING IT AH!"
it was high conflict drama man. classic.
later audrey's parents gave me a lift home.
and tonight we're celebrating john's and cara's birthdays at cell.
i'm about to call charmaine now, i do hope she can make it today.
xoxo
ah and guess what, i've been passing all my tests and finishing up my homework. except for that math test. and for the paper sculpture.
i feel like Clare when i think about you. wish you were my Henry.