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9.1.08

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Dearest Awesome-Person-Whom-I'll-Never-Admit-To,
you make me feel ridiculously jealous whenever I recall you dancing with her that night.
you've got me head over heels everytime I think about how genuine your feelings are.
and i can't possibly find anyone like you, the way you're made, and how you really hate the personalities that some guys have got.
i like the way you stand up for things you believe in.
i like the way you fancy a person.
but guess what, i fancy you):

Oh this is an S.O.S
Don't wanna second guess
This is the bottom line
It's true
I gave my all for you
Now my heart's in two,
And I can't find the other half
It's like walking on broken glass
Better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get

Next time I see you
I'm giving you a high five
'Cos hugs are over-rated, just FYI:)

xoxo,
your secret admirer.

so i figured there must be a post about my new class.
here goes:
to say "well, i detest the attention seekers" made me think twice before typing it here.
it's kinda judgemental, on my part.
i like attention on me too, i like to be in the limelight.
thing is, i naturally am. (i'm not being ego!)
but somehow this year, i'd like to stay and just remain in the background.
not to fade away but to be the one standing when the smoke clears.
when people need me to pick them up along the way.
i'll be there. you can count on me!
and i like how things are now, seems as if my class only has Vanida and Nicole in it, even if i'm opening up to other people whom i long to make friends with, because that's my nature i guess - i just can't stop socialising.
we do burst out into random peals of laughter, and that breaks tension sometimes.
somehow i hate observing the guys in class, because they don't seem serious about Secondary Three at all.
except the guys who sit behind me and next to me.
if not they're just trying to fool around and think they're oh-so-flirtatious-that-they-sweep-us-females-off-our-feet when they say the Math teacher is cute.
but on the other hand, i'm starting to make pretty faithful friends who've got personality.
i think justin koh's awesome enough. and he's pretty polite too. he smiled at me yesterday morning and i was like, Woah God, DID HE ACTUALLY SMILE AT ME. then i said hey, and he said hi. friendfriend;)
now i know he spells "tomorrow" with 2 Ms!
and to get to know charmaine ang more, it's really cool too. thanks for saying that this morning! haha you brightened up my morning man!
then there's zhipeng that i seriously do miss ): because he sits at the other side of the classroom.
but we can see your squinty little eyes trying to close everytime you wanna sleep..... we're watching youu......

XD!
Art:
we made paper scupltures today.
i think pricilla, faiz and sze ming are cool people to talk to too. faiz like said hello to me at the malay stall. woohoo! and i just talked to pricilla - trust me she's really cute, it's nice to hear her laugh during art.
ah yes, paper sculpture period.
before that, vanida and i were laughing at how i was trying to write french in the Art Book when i was p4.
it's one of my primary school creations, and guess what, i just HAD TO LEAVE IT UNDER MY DESK AND MY DRAMA SENIOR WHO WAS HAVING SOME SORT OF LESSON IN THE SAME CLASSROOM (AFTER ART PERIOD) HAD TO GO LOOK AT IT.
i hate you weisheng! "for the girl who has never lost her passion".
heh. fine. mock me. D:
anyway, my paper sculpture turned out to be all sorts of funny shiz.
vanida made a monster. HAHAH YOU TOOK MY DESIGN MAN. GO SQUISH YOU OWN PAPER! AHAHAH.
chuan yong wants to make a sculpture of me. i'd probably be a paper ball):
finishing up my POA homework now, it's quite fun eh, self-learning.
i wanna get The Time Traveller's Wife at Borders, or i'll probably get it at a local library.

"I cross the lobby, and as I run down the stairs to the street I see Clare (spelt exactly this way) running across Washington Square, jumping and whooping, and I am near tears and I don't know why."
-Henry, The Time Traveller's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger

They're making a movie about it this year.
Who wants to come!:)

p/s: i'm not obliged to make you feel happier you freaking noob shiz.