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24.12.07


So in the end, I attended the wedding dinner and we'll be going for the Christmas party tonight.
Somehow God took care of everything I thought negatively about.
Olinda Cho was at the wedding dinner. (LIKE WHAT THE PONG RIGHT)
And I got to shake her hands, talk to her and all.
The best thing she said to me was, "Nah I'm just a regular."
And it's cool, because yeah, I did look at her like every single one of us.
She's unafraid of being her, and she encouraged me to keep learning the guitar.
Somehow I feel like she's part of me.
You know when a person has almost the exact personality as you?
It's that kinda feeling.
Like you guys make up who I am: Angel, Cara, Charmaine, Mirabelle and sometimes John and Lawrence.
Yeah, being up close and personal with 'Olin' was humbling and highly inspirational. hahah.

There was this stupid uncle who got drunk at my table.
He spoiled my appetite.
But towards the ending of the dinner,
Clara, Chloe and Crystal came over to say Hi.
They were holding hands and looked kinda afraid to say hello.
But I felt so warm inside of me that my smile from inside just OVERFLOWED LAH.
Seriously, they brightened up my mood so much, and I realised how much they do want me to feel welcome with them.
Sorry if I was judgmental, because I can't judge since we don't meet up that much.
But even at the wedding dinner, suddenly I felt truly welcomed.
Even if it's just the three of you, and even if neither one of you were getting married.
Among everybody, all the older generation people, I felt special.
Special to have the cool Loh and Chiang family (for all my life man).

AYE IF I FEEL LOVED I FEEL DAAAAMN LOVED OKAY.

And somehow my views about my Dad has changed.
He isn't void of feelings.
He does take time to talk to me, and not in his "YO BROTHER!" way which he uses with his fellow friends, but in a gentle way which will make me listen and open up to whatever he needs to say.
"Ling ah, come and eat."
See how I don't punctuate the sentence with ! marks?
Yeaaah. Daddy owns.

CAN'T WAIT FOR "ONE".

Angel Ng, let's go to Borders for last minute Christmas shopping!

xoxo