I tried my best to talk to her, but she gave me half-hearted responses.
I try to be numb to it all, but I can't.
It's just so .. wrecked.
But maybe my views changed on the last night of camp, when I held her hands while praying for Cara.
I wondered if giving her chocolates will make her talk to me more.
We haven't been hanging out for quite some time, so kinda sucks.
I feel as if we've been neglecting her.
So do enjoy your Sunday okay, because we're doing it for you! (even if I won't be there.)
Do send me an email, if you know who you are:)
I miss you too.
Hurray! I'm allowed to bring my laptop to Malaysia!
So maybe I'll be able to chat with my best friends online then.
I wonder if I'll have internet access there though.
I shall leave it and use it at Zi Sheng's house everytime we pop by:)
Shopping: I just can't wait to go to Queens Bay again.
It's like Vivo city, with almost the same shops and an ice cream parlour at every level.
But most of all, during this trip, I wanna observe and answer the question:
How does being Christian set you apart from others who don't know Christ yet?
How are you different from them?
It'll be a real test for me, to treat others with a heart for God, to feel God's love for him/her.
No matter how irritating he/she might be, I should be patient.
After all, WWJD? - What Would Jesus Do?
Even if I fail, I've got God on my side, and He'll be giving me opportunities to keep on shining.
Yesterday!
Cara, John, Ryan and I went outtt.
We were supposed to go to Escape, but the weather was on our nerves.
It was raining bats and hogs for the entire day, so we followed Angel's advice and didn't go in the end.
Angel actually wanted to play "Treasure Hunt" with us AND Pong at Takashimaya.
Of course we didn't! Angel Ng, YOU'RE A NUT OKAY.
So anyway, we made our way to Heeren to get me and Ryan's Converse shoes!
(Oh, and we met Charmaine there too, with Delia and Audrey.)
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I'm beginning to believe what Ryan said: "My shoes own yours."
Yeaaah, mine are like so damn common.
I wish I had looked at other designs and thought over it more.
But I still love my shoes, and I'll be going on great adventures with this pair!
Ahhh heck, my parents love my shoes!
Ryan's parents thought he bought girls' shoes! HAHAHA.
John looked so sad yesterday, but we did make him laugh over stupid, random actions.
Like Ryan, Cara and I suddenly started laughing "Heeheehee" in front of John!
And trust me, listening to Cara's Heeheehee will make you laugh till you pee in your FBTs.
(Which obviously didn't happen -_-)
Seeing John smile was an achievement for the 3 of us, because we all love him so so much.
Ryan made me and Cara laugh like f***. Like SERIOUSLYYY.
He almost pushed the shoe into the shop assistant's face and asked, "Can I buy?"
And while he was buying socks, he asked her, "Am I retarded?"
Cara and I looked at each other and we were like, WHAT THE PONG?!?!
So that crazy bestie loving time ended, and we walked to NYDC for lunch.
Three Amigos spaghetti for John, Three Amigos oven-baked pasta for Cara and Mushroom Ham oven-baked pasta for Ryan and I.
Cara was going about asking "nice? nice?" again.
After lunch, the four of us braved the rain and walked to Cineleisure, Cara darling being very disappointed with the damn weather.
We got caught for not being 16 years and above for The Tattooist, so we watched Enchanted.
(Sorry I was so fussy about the aisle seat, John, I hate being by the side.)
Enchanted was DAMN CHEESY/CORNY.
I hated 70% of it.
I loved the costumes they used in the show though, and everyone loved the chipmunk.
Ryan was loving the wall for the entire time. I don't see what's so interesting about black coloured cement.
Then we made our way downstairs and had second thoughts about taxi stands and bus stops.
SOOO THE FUN PART CAME.
John and I were drenched to the bone in the rain.
It got heavier and heavier, and there we were hailing for a cab for 20 over minutes.
I kept swearing (my bad, John).
The rain washed away all the "tattoos" on my arm and I had to rewash my grey jacket again.
But it was fun, I've never been so long in the rain before.
John lost track of time in the taxi; he didn't even know where we were.
I felt his hurt, so I kept quiet for the entire ride home.
My temples were throbbing from the cold air that was blasted directly at my legs.
Home felt good, and the hot shower did too.
I obviously forgot to call The Learning Lab.
Replacement classes are super irritating, I tell you.
Oh well, I loved yesterday.
Twists of events and the best company ever in the world.
I wish Angel, Charmaine and Lawrence were there though.
I'll be leaving the house at 1.30 for the airport.
I just wish I could be there with you guys on Sunday at church, worshipping God.
And at cell tomorrow night too.
I can't wait for our Sec Three cell.
Thanks a million Ryang! WE LOVE YOU!
Listening to Promise by Matchbook Romance.
I refuse to be affected by emo music, because there's just so much to rejoice about.
I'll keep all of you in prayer yeah!
(I just remembered, I haven't bought my books for next year yet! Screwww.)
