From yesterday night till this morning.
As Char said, I have an “inferioty complex”.
I wonder what’s wrong with me.
I haven’t been grasping hold of the truth at all this week.
It’s right there in front of me, and I know it.
But why can’t I hold onto it .. ?
If I could, everything would be alright.
It’s a difference I’d have to make.
Shaun, Vanida, Nicole, Michelle, Yuying, Cheong Leong, Nelson and I went to Wild Wild Wet at Pasir Ris.
We had a blast there,
Everyone went up U-lar-lar for about 5 times.
Vanida and I cycled on the Sky Rider.
It’s honestly the lamest ride at the theme park.
But we used those few minutes to get away from the world, I guess.
Talked about stuff that was on our minds, but summarized it, because the track was so short.
I couldn’t stop laughing when we were in the water because everyone was hilarious.
Especially at the Tsunami, we kept letting go of each other’s floats.
Michelle and I had our heads banged against each other’s.
And after that, we DID go bonkers.
Yeah it was fun.
Then Thursday came.
Spent 20 minutes of Wednesday night crying over a song sung by Jason Wade (lead singer of Lifehouse) from Vanida’s Ipod.
It’s You Belong To Me, from the Shrek Soundtrack.
Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me
Yeaaaah.
Failed Science.
Screwed Geography.
Passed Math. 50/100, and I’m damn happy.
Got 69 for Chinese.
Quite high for English, but congrats Clara for beating me!
Not so good for Literature.
There’s more to come, I think.
Somehow I can’t be bothered with what class I go to.
I’ll just have to make the best of it.
It was really nice and everything.
But the party lacked life.
The guys were irritating.
I seriously do not like them at all.
Bunch of egoistic pootie people.
I’ve been blogging in the car.
Right now I’m just outside school.
So toodles, darlings :)
After school.
Melvin made me fucking pissed with him during class.
Attended a time-consuming physics rocket workshop.
Shaun was my partner :)
Our rockets flew the furthest, and we're very proud of it.
We wrote our wishes on it.
I felt better when it got launched.
Even if the water got me all wet.
Can't really bother about which class I'm going to, honestly.
I feel that even 3D is fine.
Well it always was!
My talent isn't in studying.
So here's what I will have achieved by then 5 years down the road:
! A boyfriend (who loves God, can play the guitar well and has braces)
! My band will have soared to great heights in the music world.
! I'll already have gotten over my secret sin.
! An eyebrow piercing, oh yeah.
! Fingers which can play the guitar well and my public audience shall be: friends, family and the Youth Sunday School kids.
! Gotten a singing contract.
! Gotten an acting role on Channel 5.
! An Ipod Nano, obviously.
! And deeper in love with the Lord.
But I have to work hardhardhard.
Now it's the O levels I have to work hard for.
Two years isn't a lot of time.
In between, it could mark a very significant period in my life!
"Li Ling's First Super Hot Intimate And What Not Kiss With .. A Guy"
Loads of love/// [xoxo]
your future sweetheart.
