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After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
I won third for the Floral Art competition yesterday.
No big deal to me, and no big achievement either.
Many photos, but the irony is: I hated the entire thing.
Except when talking with Annabella (2nd prize), R
Rebecca (Consolation) and Elena (1st prize).
Still, I don't want to remember the stress, fullstop.
My stomachache woke me up at
I've been listening to Lifehouse for the entire morning.
I cried while listening to Blind.
I'm gonna buy the CD with the money my uncle and aunt gave me :D
So there was the usual Mooncake Festival at Nanyang.
You could see little kids running around with lanterns and chasing their friends.
I miss Nanyang so much.
Angel and I played three basketball matches with Herman and a few other kids.
There were Sec Ones too, and our Sec Three senior who was seriously pro.
This tall girl kept pushing everyone.
Oh but she should not have pushed ME, because I got pissed with her.
"They push you, push them back lah!"
Quote: The ever strong Miss Nabillah, she's super cool.
I met David from church at Nanyang too!
He was shooting hoops in the name of people.
The ball went in when he said my name and Jesus'.
That was a good thing, thanks for that shot, hahaha.
Then Angel and I left and walked to Macdonalds'.
Helped her to eat a McWing.
Bought
We spent the last few minutes of the day colouring.
We won presents from the basketball matches, and we got colouring books!
I loved that moment. It was special.
(Eh BenDeRen, I know you're reading this so you better tag :O)
Angel told me about her uncle who just recently passed away.
He was only 53 then, and the fact is that, death is so sudden.
So I'm gonna live life to the fullest, and help Jesus evangelise as long as I still have breath.
I'm gonna try to forget.
I haven't been trying.
I don't like dreaming about you.
It's so hard to let go.
Then this festival popped up.
And now I feel attached again.
I'm no good at loving, because I get jealous too easily.
Perhaps Blind can relate to your life too.
You've someone whom I know you can't let go of.
It's not easy hiding feelings but there's no need to either.
But just as Lifehouse once sang,
"I was young but I wasn't naive."
I'm going to upload Blind by Lifehouse onto this web page.
Listen to it, and read the lyrics.
I'm sure you'll feel the same way as I do too, reader.
Lovelove.
Labels: but would you wanna leave it?
