Break my heart if it breaks Yours.
This morning has been filled with the presence of God.
And I'm grateful for that.
Even though I sin so much in my daily life,
He loves me. And that's all I need.
I read Lionheart's blog, at www.li0nheart.bizhat.com :)
He studies at ACJC, and he's living each day for Christ.
His blog post really moved me to tears man.
Yeah it's true, don't be afraid to cry before the Lord.
I may struggle, but I struggle before God.
There's no mistaking Your love Lord!
I think God has been awesome.
I was reading an email sent by Cara.
If we don't take the initiative to make time for God,
He'll hestitate to write our names into the book of Life:
"Lord, why didn't You write my name down?"
"I wanted to, but I just didn't have the time to write it down."
I can't find the email in my Inbox.
Hahaha I think I've deleted it by accident O.o
There's a story in another email, about a boy and a surgeon.
Surgeon: Tomorrow morning, I'm going to cut open your heart ..
Boy: *Interrupts.
You'll find Jesus there.
Surgeon: *Annoyed but continues.
.. To see how much damage has been done.
Boy: But you'll find Jesus there.
Surgeon: *Looks to the boy's parents.
When I see how much damage has been done to your heart..
Boy: But when you open up my heart, you'll find Jesus in there.
Surgeon: I'll sew your heart and chest back up, and I'll plan what to do next.
Boy: But you'll find Jesus in my heart!
The Bible says He lives there, the hymns say He lives there.
You'll find Him in my heart.
The surgeon had had enough.
"I'll tell you what I'll find in your heart.
I'll find a damaged muscle, low blood supply, and weakened vessels.
And I'll find out if I can make you well."
Boy: You'll find Jesus there too. He lives there.
Then the surgeon left.
The surgeon sat in his office, recording his notes from the surgery,
'...damaged aorta, damaged pulmonary vein, widespread muscle degeneration.
No hope for transplant, no hope for cure.
Therapy: Painkillers and bed rest.
Prognosis: *Here he paused, 'death within one year.'
He stopped the recorder, but there was more to be said.
"Why?" he asked aloud"Why did You do this? You've put him here;
You've put him in this pain; and You've cursed him to an early death. Why?"
The surgeon's tears were hot, but his anger was hotter.
"You created that boy, and You created that heart. He'll be dead in months. Why?"
The Lord answered, 'The boy, My lamb, shall return to My flock, for He has done his duty:
I did not put My lamb with your flock to lose him, but to retrieve another lost lamb.'
The surgeon wept...
The surgeon sat beside the boy's bed; the boy's parents sat across from him.
The boy awoke and whispered, "Did you cut open my heart?"
"Yes," said the surgeon.
"What did you find?" asked the boy.
"I found Jesus there," said the surgeon.
It's a really inspiring story,
Of how God uses the smallest and most insignificant people to transform lives.
It's a little revelation,
But with a big big meaning to it :)
Jesus loves You.
A thousand times I've failed but still Your mercy remains.
Should I stumble again, I'm caught in Your grace.
SURRENDER YOUR LIFE TO HIM TODAY.
HE IS CALLING YOU!
Oh, and my Mum told me that we're going to America with my childhood friends in December.
And also to Hokkaido in October.
Duh, I'm excited :D
10.8.07
