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25.7.07

Gummies shall be the next favourite food on my list;
For they were my emotional solace during TLL class.

"I Hate Everyone" is a pretty nice song to listen to when feeling angry.
TLL class was okay and horrid at the same time.
Why do I always fail to ignore what people say about me?
I'm not strong, but I guess God is.
He's always there for me, and He let me chance upon the word 'surrender'.

Surrender
by Marc James

I'm giving You my heart
All that is within
I lay it all down
For the sake of You my King
I'm giving You my dreams, laying down my rights
I'm giving up my pride
For the promise of new life

And I Surrender
All to You, all to You

I'm singing You this song
I'm waiting at the Cross
All the world holds dear
I count it all as loss
For the sake of knowing You
For the glory of Your name
To know the lasting joy
Even sharing in Your pain

(:
So I guess I don't feel that angry anymore.
It isn't really anger, it's a whole lot of crazy feelings mixed up together.
My head is spinning from all that thinking.
Sigh. Tomorrow there's gonna be a Biology test.
I'm gonna have to study for it tonight.
School was quite good, better than average.
God has been pouring out His favor on me.
I think I should use it to help others.
I know what I should do.
But the question is,
How?
Life's a little wonky at the moment.
It's the little things that determine situations.
And the decisions made, too.
I need wisdom Lord!
I need it.

Later at night:
I can't take it.
I can't handle the way you and your boyfriend make me feel.
And so I tried to be different,
To look at things in a brighter light.
But it's okay.
You can acknowledge the fact now,
Because I'm one of them.
I'm never gonna be standing on your side anymore.
Even if I felt guilty of dao-ing you.
I'll never feel guilty of 'criticising' you.
Because I didn't.
I was sitting on the fence but I guess not now.
Congrats on finishing your literature trailer.
I bet you never had experienced the friendship my group and I shared.
I don't wanna share anything with you anymore.
Yes, we can be considered as over (:
Buhbye. I've had it with you.